Archive for November, 2008


U know what? Guys are all but the same.

Same kind, same bullshit.

Love is just but a temporary feeling that one gets, that’s all.

Ultimately, it all ends up the same.

Nothing more to say.

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Those who have been following my blog must be wondering why I have been locking up my recent posts altogether.

Well, simply because these are little post-its to remind myself about certain things. Certain facts.

Simply, a reality check.

To allow myself to stay focused, not to stray.

To bring me back to where I should be.

To bring me through a dark phase. To get a hang of whatever’s left.

And thus, these are locked posts, because it’s meant to be kept in my heart, never to see light.


My little Jodan has, as always, never failed to cheer me up.

Looking at him and his irritating stunts often made me burst into laughter.

He does the silliest things that makes you wonder if you should be angry or simply laugh it off as a joke.

He has quite a bad temper though, haha! My mum tried pushing him off the bed and he got so furious he started biting her. And when he failed, he vented his anger on his toy, growling.


Him trying to squeeze into the pillow. If you look carefully, he’s actually using my face to support his head!


Still squeezing onto me -_-


I went to this Dog Fair by SPCA last Sunday and donated some bucks to take photos on the spot. I don’t look very ‘alive’ because I was really tired. Slept at near 4am that ‘morning’ and woke up at 10am.

So anyway, that’s besides the point. Point is, Jodan looks damn cute in this photo la! Quoted by Rose: “He looks like a fake dog”



Another photo of him! The amateur photographer was trying hard to attract his attention. Look at his flop-sided ear!

These photos really don’t do justice as to how adorable he really looks in the photos. My computer is down, so I could only take photos with the photo. Quite photogenic baby! 😉


After the event, he had a good bath… and it rained. He was sleeping so soundly. He was hyperly-excited (is there such a word?) to see all his doggy friends that he went around sniffing and kissing them, only to get growled by some dogs. Ouch!


I’m sleepy. Goodnight! Muacks to everyone who loves me, especially to my Mummy! I miss my Daddy too, it’s been long since I saw him.

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Protected: Goodbye. This has to end.

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Crappy mood

I feel so moody.

Suddenly I feel like … life’s a joke. An irony itself.

It might be the time of the month again, giving me all sorts of rubbish thoughts.

Heart’s feeling so heavy. I feel so negative.

I can be happily enjoying myself in the morning, but when night falls, it’s the loneliness monster which creeps in.

Creeps in without me knowing, attacking right from behind.

Argh, I definitely need to cope with such swings.


Jodan was trying to hump his giraffe toy initially.

Despite repeated attempts to stop him, he still insisted his way.

And I started playing “Open Arms” music through my phone.

He stopped, bobbed his head from left to right, right to left, quietened down.

And he went to sleep.

Music really soothes the soul!

Maybe I’m constantly living in this noisy world, and thus, my mood.

It’s time I should seek solitude. In where I don’t know.

I have to find it. Just like how Jodan found his.

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Twin Jodan!


Rose’s doggie.


Joanna’s Jodan.


They look so alike, I suspect they are actually long lost brothers :p

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