I fear being alone.
I fear loneliness.
And yet more often than not, I am being thrusted upon this terrible fate of mine.
I always have to fight the fear.
To kill the monster within.
Fear……..
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Wish that someone would spend some time with me.
A hug to assure me that everything would be alright.
And I wonder if you know
How it really [...]
Archive for November, 2007
Loneliness……it creeps up to me….
Posted in Pitfall on November 26, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
:/ Another boring day.
Posted in Pitfall on November 26, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I’m bored. And hungry.
No one to cure my boredom.
No one to curb my hunger.
LaLaLA………………
I’m flying off next Monday already.
Doesn’t really feel so.
I guess I should spend my time meeting friends who requested to meet me.
Instead of rotting at home, doing nothing, staring into blank space, wondering why my HP never ever rings.
The success of a shit story.
Posted in Shitting on November 26, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Recently, fruits are my new-found friends for tum tum.
And it’s pretty effective
I used to have pretty bad constipation, followed by intense diarrhoea.
After consuming apples, papayas, honeydews etc, the situation has greatly improved.
I’m clearing my bowels daily, and it’s an easy process!
Whee, I think I will continue to go with this regime, since I [...]
A day.
Posted in Randomness on November 25, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Another day has gone.
The sun has risen up once again.
And yet it will set soon.
L.o.v.e
Posted in Pitfall on November 24, 2007 | 1 Comment »
What is love without trust?
What is it exactly?
Infatuation? Lust? Habit?
The tiny part in me that has been subsided seem to roar back alive once again.
And it’s suffocating me. It’s killing me.
It craves for a tomorrow of freedom and happiness.
It yearns for a secure me.
It shouts out for someone who really treasures and cares about how I [...]
Tired, tired, tired
Posted in Pitfall on November 24, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Ignorance is bliss.
I am starting to believe it.
It’s hard to pretend and turn the blind eye.
And you wonder why, you even bother.
It isn’t too difficult after a while, I guess.
Numbed?
It’s an icy frozen feeling.
Whatever it is, I wouldn’t probe anymore.
No point, because I would only be classified as ‘nagging’.
And the nagger chooses to be silent.
The nagger [...]
Bahs!
Posted in Pitfall on November 22, 2007 | 1 Comment »
It is times like this when I wonder about life.
And what exactly it is.
And what does happiness mean?
I always preach contentment to my Mum, but I doubt I am any better.
I don’t practise what I preach.
I think I am pretty much a failure.
Like seriously, weather seems to affect one’s mood pretty easily and drastically.
Just like [...]
/pban CompanionCube #missexotique and #deliciousdeceit
Posted in Randomness on November 19, 2007 | 4 Comments »
Boo.
Both Becca and me were whining and bitching.
Who else but none other than the heartbreaker Amir!
He doesn’t read our blogs anymore!
Thus, we came up with a wonderful solution. Heh.
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Quoted from Becca: Becca, Becky, Bex says:
ban him from our blogs
Friday~
Posted in Colleagues, Cool days, Randomness on November 16, 2007 | 5 Comments »
I’m getting bored of facebook =o
Quite stale…other than some applications here and there (some which stinks imho), there is nothing much to really do.
Probably except spying on people? haa?
It’s just like friendster with added features.
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Organized a mini team breakfast today
Woke up earlier (I’m usually damn late) than usual.. managed to get all my [...]
Happy days @ AMK
Posted in Cool days on November 14, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I just came home from AMK. As usual, it is a Wednesday and I absolutely heart Wednesdays (till the end of the year). This is because we get to release early at 4:30pm for my department instead of 6!
=) Met up with my Mum to walk around and she ended up curling her hair. My [...]
